Hello beautiful soul, I’m Emmanuelle Gob, the founder of Emmanuelle Soleil — a light, a woman, a mother, a Nurse Practitioner and more.

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I was born and raised in Guadeloupe, a small island bathed in golden sunlight and surrounded by the rhythm of the sea.
That island was my first home; Where I learned warmth, beauty, and quiet strength. The Sun, the ocean, and the wind became part of who I am, and I still carry their memory within me.

I grew up with my mother and grandparents. My mother, a strong, loving soul who worked hard to give us everything. She taught me about strength, about independence, and about following my heart. But it wasn’t always easy. My grandfather was physically and emotionally abusive, something that was sadly seen as normal back home. My mother, though, did everything she could to protect and provide for us.
She worked tirelessly to give us everything we needed — our home, our comfort, our security. We were never in need of anything material, but emotionally, there were wounds that words couldn’t touch.
Even in all that love and abundance, I often felt unseen — learning very young how to be strong, how to endure, and how to keep smiling through pain.

My father wasn’t very present in my life, and that absence left a space in my heart I didn’t know how to fill. As a little girl, I longed to be seen, to be chosen. 

My childhood was filled with Caribbean laughter and sunshine, but also with quiet ache — the desire to be truly understood.
I had everything I needed on the outside, but deep down, I was already learning what it felt like to shine for others while forgetting my own light. 
At eighteen, I left my island. I packed my dreams, my courage, and a piece of the Caribbean Sun in my heart, and I moved to Canada... Far from the warmth, the ocean, and everything I had ever known. Chasing not only a dream but a new life filled with purpose. I didn’t realize it then, but leaving home was the beginning of another kind of journey — one that would teach me how to stand on my own, how to fall, and how to rise again.
Through resilience and determination, I became a Registered Nurse, and later pursued my dream of becoming a Nurse Practitioner.

I had created a life that looked full from the outside: a career, a family, a home; but inside, I felt empty.
My awakening came through my own experiences of pain. Through heartbreak, divorce, emotional and physical abuse, and the silent wounds of abandonment that began in childhood. Wanted to be chosen in my romantic relationships, I self-abandoned. I gave endlessly, hoping that one day someone would see me, love me, hold me the way I longed to be held. I felt unseen, unheard, untouched.
Even in motherhood, I found myself disappearing, forgetting the woman within the mother; This radiant, alive, sensual being who also deserves her own love. So when I wasn’t chosen, it broke me open. I felt unseen, useless and empty. The emptiness was unbearable because I had built my entire sense of worth around being a mother. That pain became my turning point, the moment I realized my worth had to come from within me. It forced me to see how deeply I had tied my value to being needed. It made me face the truth I had been avoiding... that I was waiting to be chosen, while I had never truly chosen myself.
Self-abandonment taught me what emptiness feels like. It taught me the ache of being surrounded by people yet feeling invisible. It taught me that when you silence your truth long enough, your body starts to whisper, then scream for your own attention. But within that pain, I found my greatest awakening. It taught me that real love begins with the one I give to myself. It showed me that choosing yourself isn’t selfish, it’s sacred. Being a part of the "Choose Yourself Community" supported this devotion to myself. Being devoted to your peace and your truth is the foundation for every healthy relationship you’ll ever have. I learned that when I stop abandoning myself, I become whole. And from that wholeness, love flows effortlessly. 
Healing became my devotion. I softened into my pain, listened to my body, and rediscovered the woman beneath the roles and responsibilities. I remembered my light; Not as something I had to seek, but as something I already am. Now, I live from a full heart. I wake up connected to God, to myself, guided by love, and devoted to living as the light I am. I honor my needs and my boundaries. I live with intention and love. I pour love into myself each day: through peace, gratitude, and presence; and let everything flow from that place of wholeness.
My mission is to guide women back home to themselves, to rise in light, love, and feminine power, through my presence, my voice, and my story.

Because when a woman stops abandoning herself, she becomes the Sun and everything around her begins to shine.

☀️ Welcome to Emmanuelle Soleil : where women rise in love, light, and divine femininity.